First time in a while ive felt any urge to write. not to mention write somewhere i'll be recognized or remembered. but i guess this place is pretty much safe now ( Read more... )

So school is over in another day and a half. i can't help but feel like i should have done more. high school is great for some people, why not me? did i really not give it much of a chance? hated the people on a whim? a fancy? just cause i 'felt' like it? not really. i give more people chances than i can say about alot of people. maybe i just give ( Read more... )

this is such a beautiful town ( Read more... )

college essays. blah. i procrastinate,  i started long in september. still arent finished.
or am i still just perfectionistic? well atleast now i know its not just my fault.
my mom's standards are higher than even mine!
though i could blame alot on her, i choose not to.

things are really well.
ive learned to handle alot of things.
everytime i ( Read more... )

school. blah. it fails to surprise me anymore.

saw sue today. geez i can just chatter chatter chatter with her. i dont ( Read more... )

tut tut tut. writing while i should be typing up biology. up there; when i should have done homework first. bad bad girl. ashamed i am. or am i. fuck no. haha. makes life more interesting. and it isnt really involving thinking. i already wrote it up earlier. [who am i convincing. myself?]

school was........ not so bad for once. [you have no idea ( Read more... )

driving home from adam's i notice just how quaint this little town is. just how sweet and comfortable i feel here. its nice to finally feel at home somewhere. so 'home' that ive decided to stay within the vicinity for college. and i dont mind it. i realize this town is perfect, and was perfect, for me to grow up in. [i grew up too fast].

its hard ( Read more... )

days like these make me think its all a figment of my imagination. when things turn out this lovely? this great ( Read more... )

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