hands down.

i don't want to talk about it, i just want to acknowledge it.

you can keep active, keep your brain constantly busy. you can do all these things til the cows come home, but you have to slow down sometime, and when everything else is gone, the one thing you have been running from the whole time is the only thing there.

it will always be there.

really? seriously?

i am fucking dying. come back to me los angeles.

tonight is the first night in a really long time that i have felt beautiful. it does not happen very often, but when it does it's a really amazing and empowering feeling. you never really realize how powerful being a woman is until you have realizations like the one i have afformentioned. im not saying that i feel like a supermodel by any means ( Read more... )

So I leave for Los Angeles on June 14th, but I already have my ticket back here. James is where the heart is and his dad is going to be in the U.S. It should be an interesting time. I really love James' dad. He is very honest and good natured. Oh life will lead you in the strangest directions. really. REALLY REALLY ( Read more... )

lindsey calls me last night. for this i am very happy. we lose reception. someone sets a fire in the trash rooms in the basement. alarm goes off. run downstairs looking like a hobo. lindsey calls me. my house is on fire. what the fuck is wrong with people. i think that they just sent something burning down the trash chutes. that's the way ( Read more... )

soooo i know i never use this thing, but i have amazing news my friends.

I AM GOING TO SEE PATRICK WOLF. THIS HAS BEEN YEARS IN THE MAKING. for all of you in southern california that are interested, he is playing at the troubador on the 16th.

he's amazing.

i'm also seeing gary higgins tomorrow night.

life is turning up.

fuuuuck. life is too fast paced and i need a break. even when im on "vacation" it's busy. i feel like im just slowly losing steam, that im always one step behind but pretending to be four steps further than anyone else. my bluffs are catching up to me and i am paying for it. i am too weak for this life so it has to change.

to this post: artoor you so crazy [Sunday@
10:04pm]
"next to Hurricane Katrina, Britney Spears is the worst thing to happen to the United States." Not about her as a whole, just about what has happened to her. K Fed is dick.

Thank you ARTOOR. Thank you for that lovely bit of inspiration.

*ahem* here is the addendum:

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our neighbor was just talking to james and and asked how we liked the apartment because he was amazed that the villas did such a good job of cleaning it up after "that lady lived there ( Read more... )