--This entry is grotesquely belated. I have been burying myself in action RPGs lately. Sorry ( Read more... )

--A close, nosy few of you may have already heard, but things are now in a truly fantastic spot. K-T and I are absolutely awesome together, we are thinking to the future, and she even told her mother we are engaged. She is speaking of marriage again and this all puts a hell of a kick in my step ( Read more... )

--Perhaps it is just better that I wait for the end of the day to post. Anything important enough will remain in mind until then and I will have time to think it through and word it the best I can. Much less cutting as well ( Read more... )

( Home Stretch Jitters )

( The Best Part of Waking Up )

--I never did find a cigarrette. I guess that is a good thing. Calling her to let her know how I feel last night resulted in two voicemails full of truth, but probably to sad or desperate to properly convey their message. The first was me wondering how to change this crap lately and the second was me hating John. I know not how she will take ( Read more... )

--Sam gets a message from K-T yesterday saying she will call after nine last night when she has free minutes on her cell phone. Sam ends-up calling her at ten. I go to my bed to lay down, telling Sam to come get me when it is my turn. Suddenly I wake just a bit before three thirty this morning and wake Sam up asking why I did not get to talk to ( Read more... )

--I just completely lost an entry I had been typing for an hour. It was the equivilant of a novelette. I cannot even express ( Read more... )

--The crappy bits are now I have to wake-up a half an hour earlier for work and this morning I woke thinking my life just seems like a series of stressful situations. The good bit is Sam got a job that starts before I get up, so now I feel safe to post in my underwear ( Read more... )

--Dispite her assuring words about calling to let us know what is going on, there has been no word from K-T. I have tried calling(only twice so as not to annoy) to no avail. I guess I will call again tomorrow. I hope she is okay. Never have I been so thoroughly tired. Good night ( Read more... )