Nobody will understand this but..

omg HAHAHA

we shall see..

Now that I've got my Love back I'll be happy again. Love = Guitar. Guitar = Love. =)..so..with that I can start to..play my heart out..haha that sounded so not me..I can finally..play with it..haha..haha!..ok right..well..I feel as if things totally arent working out and that I've totally wasted so much time and so much energy thinking about so ( Read more... )

Well I'm about to leave for LA..fun..anyway I'm gonna miss so much stuff..even though I'll be gone for a week ( Read more... )

Whoaz..actually slept at..night last night!..heh decided to sleep early for once and slept at 12am..had a hell of a time sleeping tho..u know..constantly moving..waking up every hour and taking half an hour just to fall asleep again..finally I had a dream that..I was back in my old room in my bunk bed and I woke up at 6am..in the dream..and ( Read more... )

Whoa..its already been a month..a month since ive seen everyone ... Well. What have I done?..nothing..I cant believe how fast the past month has been yet in the same time it was a long month. It was only a month ago that we did the whole stage thingy yet to me it felt like it happened so long ago. I've started painting again..started to get in ( Read more... )

Heh..I havent dont this for so long that I almost forgot how to make a post..i was staring at all the letters for a few minutes scratching my head..well not really..hmm So since the last time I saw everyone I have been...doing nothing! I dont know.. I just suddenly felt that I needed to write something and what better place than...here ( Read more... )

ERG!! My family is really getting on my nerves.. At dinner I was surrounged by so much hate..cant believe it was towards all of my family members..grr now theres no doubt that I'm fucking leaving California and hte #1 reason would be to get away from my family including my relatives. Ya so what I'll ve alone..its really not that bad in my head. ( Read more... )

Blah my day sucked, at least I got to make my sweety or sweetie talk to me by "cooking" her some soup today.. cuz if I didnt..anyway..Gov was ok because we got to do something interactive or something.. art was great because I got to sit around and do nothing since I finished my junk ahead of time and I get to hear what Tina and Drew and Dominique ( Read more... )

Man my day cant get any worst than it already is...grr...

At least my godbrother is coming over so I get to beat the shit out of things on the xbox while i listen to my soothing music...but that still wont make my day any better...

I wish I could stand up ( Read more... )