I just can't even deal with life.

Last night I went to The Bulldog with Hayley and Taylor ( Read more... )

at cavanagh park
where we used to get high watching teams as they fought.

man that kid make fucking up look cool.
aren't we all so cool?

YAAAAY OBAMA '08!
SUCK IT, HATERSSSS. =]

BAHAHAHAHAHA.

The night before last Garrett came over to sleep over.
Somehow we got into the topic of cheating & I revealed to him how I've pretty much cheated on every boyfriend I've ever had. What can I say? I'm a bit too honest for my own good sometimes, but I like it that way. He then replied to my confession, after a few short seconds of silence, by saying " ( Read more... )

Does anyone else have problems with their password on livejournal?
It seems to me that WAY TOO OFTEN I come to log into livejournal
& it will randomly tell me that my password is incorrect when I know for a fact that I'm entering the correct password.
In order to solve this problem I have to request livejournal to email a new password so that I can ( Read more... )

Today Lindsey & I went for a small picnic in Girard Park where we got to reunite with our ducks in the pond that I have so dearly missed since before Christmas Break. 
We ate sushi we picked up from PJs, spinach croissants, a lemonade for myself & two Tabs for Lindsey, please.
Cute toddlers said cute things about how "it's cold outside, mommy!" & ( Read more... )

Whenever he's not around I get this stupid anxious, paranoid feeling & it's pretty damn obnoxious.
I don't know why this happens or what it means.
I think it's all the free time I have on my hands to sit around thinking & analyzing every little thing.
I continually have to convince myself that everything is okay because if it weren't I'd surely know.
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I just want to write about how giddy I am right now over a boy so that I can remember.
The first phone conversation. AH.
& I knew it was coming so I was freaking myself out far too much
but it only made the conversation better.
I'm so happy it went well.
I'm so out of practice with this boy stuff.
But it's okay!

& tomorrow night will be good!

=]

It is impossible to deny that my brother is a worthless piece of shit and judging from this perspective, he is not going anywhere in life.
He's twenty three. Living at home. Unemployed. Was taking I think one class at SLU? Withdrew right before his final because he was failing.
My parents are furious.
He's wasted this family an incredible amount of ( Read more... )