things fall apart and you'd like to give up ( Read more... )

oh god, goblet of fire was awesome. i think its my favorite harry thus far.

other than that, everything is junk.

( wedding and halloween pics )

im so excited. i met with tara today and checked out the new studio and went over lesson plans for my classes! tomorrow i start teaching, but i only have two students so far :( so if anyone knows any little girls (or boys for that matter) who would be interested in dance, send them my way. it's a very promising studio and i think once we get ( Read more... )

come home and my guitar ( Read more... )

even though i woke up at 7 and found you'd left me...

i thought last night was beautiful.

here are your socks.

oh god, i have a date tomorrow. and im really freaking nervous. but i think i actually might like this guy from what i know from talking to him. but fuck, i've never met anyone from the internet, ive never been on a blind date, and i really haven't "dated" anyone since zac. so this is a whole bunch of scaryness ( Read more... )

it's official, i am dead. there were two things this weekend that just did me in. my heart is done. i give.
i only need myself.
i only need myself.

does the pain ever truly go away? i know it diminishes, but is it always there somewhere, in the back of your throat waiting to come up when you least expect it? i dont feel like i'll ever be completely okay about it. i hate celia and i sometimes hate him for being able to move on so fast and so well. i feel replaceable, even though its my fault ( Read more... )

I woke up today ( Read more... )