beware ladies and gents, this update may have some depth to it. then again, it could lack it completely..depending on how i feel in oh, about two seconds.

My mood lately has reflected the weather. Where the skies are constipated and it just looks gloomy practically all day long. It's cold, the leaves are all nasty now, and there's no pretty snow to ( Read more... )

this was definitely a much needed weekend. and i have definitely avoided all obligations. oh well. i can regret it later.

i keep falling further and further away...and other than that i don't intend to exaggerate. ask if you want to hear details.

i am most incredibly looking forward to the upcoming 3 days off of school. 4 if you include the feild ( Read more... )

My life and thoughts as of the past few days:

I have come to the conclusion that I want a little yorkie so I can put a hat on him and name him Maxwell. Yes, like the coffee, only different.

I have also decided that I hate the thought of moving and condensing all my random, collected junk throughout the years in a house that might as well be half ( Read more... )

Is it normal for me to be this upset? Why does God seem most distant when I need him most? When does life get easier? Why do I torture myself with what goes on in my head? Why can I not just be simple? Why do the worst things happen to the very best of people, who deserve the world? Why do I not have the power to make things okay? What do you do ( Read more... )

Tonight was crazy fun. Things turned out better than expected and we totally had the best costumes..ever. So there. Along with our black crayon friend =D. maybe we'll be nice and let you see some awesome pictures.

I've been in a weird carefree mood lately. I still get stressed beyond belief...but it doesn't really faze me. I'm not sure whether i ( Read more... )

For once..i choose the wimpy way out.

I give up. It's not worth it.

I think my life is one big emotion. It's insane how quickly I go back and forth on things. How easily silly things upset me, while things that probably should, don't even render in my mind. I'm frustrated with how everything is taken out or blamed on me, when I fail to even realize what's going on. It's entirely scary being this confused and simply ( Read more... )

last night can officially be declared fun. and that's that. i was amazingly impressed with my ability to outlast everyone and even now--on four hours of sleep--i'm not dead. it's mad craziness indeed. ahhhh, it was so much fun. i want to go back.

other than that, it is official that nothing worth mentioning has happened in my life.

For some reason, still unknown to me, I feel like making an actual update.

I'm still in that weird stage, like i just kind of exist, watching everything else change around me. And I pretty much mean everything. It's funny because I could say one thing, and it would apply to three or four different areas of my life or relationships. "I wish things ( Read more... )

be patient with the whole layout issue.

i am layout-fixing retarded.