leave me alone. i hate you.

rest in peace jennifer            ...and i know you're in heaven looking down.

iloveyou.

ATTENTION, ATTENTION, FOR ALL YOU MORONS. THE BOY I LOVE IS MAT. YES, MAT. NOT YOU. UNLESS YOUR LYSSA, THEN I DO LOVE YOU ALSO. BUT YOU LACK A PENIS SO THEREFORE THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO YOU.

he's everything to me. i love him so fucking much that it hurts.

+ 'cause he's everything to me +

~ allie

life. it's interesting&messed at the same time. me&the mother had a huge fight,& i came extremly close to being kicked out. it was hell. he was there for me though, constantly. & i'm extremly in love. even though he drives me crazy half the time. he's the first boyfriend i've actually been comfortable enough to sing in front of. & i'm scared he's ( Read more... )

someone claims to still like me. could have fooled me. how do you tell somebody that them breaking up with you was the best thing they could have done for you?

+ couldn't you just laugh until you choke? +

~ allie

i miss jeremy insanly. he asked me if i was coming down this weekend. i don't think he gets it. i'm going to start saving $ to go done at x-mas. i love him so much.

the used were fucking amazing & i flipped out when they were on. mat was really tired tho, i felt bad for bringing him. but the awsum boy insisted on coming.  i started crying during blue & yellow and he held me. so perfect. i miss him already...

+ there's never been so much at sake +

~ allie

ok. today is the fucking used concert. OH MY GOD! finally. alexisonfire & underoath tooooooooo <333333333333333. and im going with him. i think i could just die of happiness right now.

~ allie

we fell asleep together & slept for most of the time we were together today. everything with him feels right. i feel important to him no matter what. he constantly reached for my hand while we were semi - asleep & held my face in his hands. it's different then my relationship with the other, it's not a love/hate relationship, there's just love. i ( Read more... )