Well....Im officially 22! And I don't feel any different. Who wants to go and get some drinks?!?

Its actually quite annoying when people dont equate your hard work exactly as that. Im so tired of people placing me in this stereotypical box just because my parents are gracious enough to support me and help me out. I suppose that theres someone else out there who knows EXACTLY how I feel..i.e. Jack! Im not sorry that my parents put me through ( Read more... )

I have never in my life felt so....violated in my entire life. Well, I can think of one time that tops this, but that was so long ago. I was leaving to go to work at around 11:30 this morning, in a great mood, and I walk to the top of the stairs to look down at my car with the trunk open. My heart sank....and I knew at that moment what had happened ( Read more... )

Its late....but isnt it always? Whether one is talking about the time in particular or as in being too late for something they wish they would have devoted more time to. I have come to understand a little better these past couple of weeks what it means to love someone and how devastating loosing them can be. She sleeps alone now. And Im tired but ( Read more... )

It is amazing to me that after a certain point in the night the time seems to vanish from below me. It is way to late...or early to be up but here I am studying for a test that I have in about 8 hours. Thoughts kept invading my readings on evolutionary psychology though, so I felt obliged to come here and express myself ( Read more... )

Went shopping today for a new swimsuit for my weekend of fun and stopped by Express to get some new jeans. I have recently been not able to wear my pants because they were too big so I wanted to get some new ones and guess what size I bought! SIZE 2!!!!!! I have been wanting to loose some weight so hopefully this will mark a new trend of skinny for ( Read more... )

Im so tired of school. So worn out and feeling trapped inside my own home. If I can just make it until December then hopefully things will be different. I IMed an old friend today asking if he would run away with me. I havent heard anything yet and I dont even know if you could call him an old friend. Hes more like one of those people that shows up ( Read more... )

I must move with swift hands, for the sun is almost set and then I shall be surrounded by darkness. This place is so surreal too me. All the noise and clutter of the city has jaded my love of this place. I needed some space. Some time to listen to the crikets chirp along with my conscience. I dont know what it is that threatens me this way. I feel ( Read more... )

...sorry about that last minute IM. We are all stupid sometimes and I suppose that was one time for me in particular. The wine I suppose was a little too much.
....and sometimes I wish I had never met you......good luck....with everything

you make it so hard for someone to touch you....to even have a chance....