a journal to comment on, oh wow!

i am dreaming about you

i gotta start gambling more often.

this song makes me think of hatefucking someone who dumped you awhile ago and then "realizes how much you mean to them"... i'm being serious.

"people hearing without listening." it's fucking insane. i can talk about the same thing over and over to you and tell you my exact problem with your actions and you hear me because you can repeat them probably word-word-word but you never really listen.. and i can tell this because nothing ever changes. it's amazing how people throw around "i love ( Read more... )

i'm sick of sitting and watching life go by.. it's lonely in a way i can't really describe. and i am really good at describing things, trust me.

dear kids from buffalo,
stop moving to cities known for their pizza.
-kimberly grace.

have you ever felt like second choice? how awful of a feeling is that? when there's something or someone that someone picks over you. you just didn't make it. you just weren't good enough. almost, but not quite. always someone or something better. well then imagine being third choice instead. it's a lot worse. not to mention i have Xs on my hands ( Read more... )

i got kicked in the shin today. there's skin missing. my hair looks like i just had sex but i didn't. and my house smells like raid... spray paint apparently. my brother's doing. i'm bored. i never write about how bored i am in here, but i'm really bored right now. too bad i don't have a car.

i wish i knew how to just hate people the right way. i am so terrible at it.