Today is going to be crazy. I am already freaking out and being nervous ( Read more... )

Today is an awesome day.

I feel:
alive!
wonderful
excited
happy
full
giddy
girly
flirty
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today tino is coming home
I have listened to wonderful music
i got some shit done

I hate today. today is exceedingly stupid. It is freaking shitty and annoying. 
and dumb and . I have sat around all day doing stupid things and being pissed off. I am angry. Stupid out stupid car broke down AGAIN after like 3467357603245067 days and $35968748567043 and we just got it back not like # days ago!

I have been stuck in this stupid ( Read more... )

i can't say that i'm am happy ( Read more... )

several things

actually, no. i'm too tired for this.

so a brief brief on wthings i wanted to write about

Mary's wedding:
 it was nice, we were uber stresed and got to the church super late and i think we didn't start til 12:30. and i was stressed and horribly emotional and i forgot, i dont know how, but i forgot Grant would be there. and i walked down the asile and i stood on the stair and i looked out ( Read more... )

i really dont have time to be writing this now. but there are several things on my mind

mary's wedding/ things that happened there

this weekend

college

tino

remind me to write about all those things.

So i've not really looked at shit that i've written, but i have noticed that most of it matters only to me. which is dumb. the world is much  larger than that and i am not all that important in the grand scheme of things ( Read more... )

From the air things look so ridiculous
Our fears so small, our fights so vain
I wanna pilot a plane with you
So all our problems look small, too
It's just an inch from me to you
Depending on what map you use

yay! lyrics from jen from jewel are awesome when they tell everyone how i feel

things have been frustrating recently, for various reasons.

school

work

relationships

all frustrating.