It's really interesting to me that my last post was almost exactly one year ago and it displays my exact feeling today ( Read more... )

It's been several months since I last updated.
I alsmot feel bad.

The things in my life that are new already feel kind of broing to me, but I guess that's how I've alwyas been.

I moved out of Paul's. I have my own apartment now. I work endless hours at a company called Human Arc.
I wake up every morning generally around 7 or 8. I go to work, I get ( Read more... )

so last night was an interesting night ( Read more... )

daydreams and wishes are beautiful

glitter and flowers and pretty poofy dresses are things i absolutely love

which leads me to remembering dancing in the kitchen with my dad, my past love of beads

these things make me think of babies, how beautiful new life is, and how soft and loving and sweet it is when a newborn first curls their little hand around ( Read more... )

As much as i dont want to do this, i'm making my journal firends only due to my sneaking suspicion that my parents have been reading my journal ( Read more... )

today has been a blah day.

lots of dumb stuff happened

i'm tired and not waiting up

VerbalVigilante [12:20 AM]:  i hate 'bear with me' speeches
VerbalVigilante [12:20 AM]:  i dont want to fucking 'bear with you'
VerbalVigilante [12:20 AM]:  i mean, yeah 'bear with me while i am stressed and try my hardest not to be horrible to you and btw i'm sorry ( Read more... )

even though today was sucky, it's ok because i get to name goats!

VerbalVigilante [11:49 PM]:  will you name a goat lolita?
of color bright [11:52 PM]:  sure!
of color bright [11:52 PM]:  aww  ^_^
of color bright [11:52 PM]:  rachel is gonna name the goats
of color bright [11:52 PM]:  hehe
VerbalVigilante [11:52 PM]:  yay!
of color bright [11:52 PM]:  ( Read more... )

I'm getting really irritated at people who have this grand idea that they can take advantage of my time. I'm getting really pissed at people who think that my day is free game and whenever they decide they're ready for me, they can have me. because it's bullshit.

i'm not entirely sure that anyone in this house realises that i only live here. I dont ( Read more... )

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For valentine's day, tino got me this:
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