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Love.

soooo, I guess people are just very predictable sometimes. unfortunately the predictions they fit are rarely if ever good ones.

I feel like i should be doing something productive right now...oh yeah, I have a paper due today in 4 hours.

soooo I guess my X is dating this girl who claims I'm her best friend...and i guess they aren't telling me...
because they think I care....what ever.

one more reason I am glad to be moving to Chicago :b

I am well aware of what is going on, luckily I have been given good advice on the situation, I guess i already knew but it was good to hear it from an outside source. I teach people how to treat me so I must except the consequences of this, if you teach a dog to piss on a carpet it's not fair to punish the dog for doing what you teach them. I guess ( Read more... )

so there are alot of big decisions i have made recently. Today I am going to look for apartments, it'll be my first place alone, even though i'm not going to be living alone for long but still it's a new concept to me. I am concerned about living with him so soon but also very excited. I am cautiously optimistic about things to come. lets hope my ( Read more... )

can't sleep as usual. I still feel quite bitter about the ex thing I recently discovered, only because I guess I want some kind of revenge for having been used like that. But It is hard to keep up caring when I have found something so much better than anything I have ever known. I am so thankful for what I have, I can't begin to put that in danger ( Read more... )

I got a response from my ex, I had sent him a message basically saying sorry for hurting you call when you can....ect ( Read more... )

I write my thoughts here because i choose to, they are my thoughts at the moment that i write them. i write to get it out of my system so i can better deal with feelings. because i know no one really wants to listen to me in the real world. and some times i don't want them to listen. what I write here has no value in the real world if you try to ( Read more... )

I never thought I would have this happen to me. Never thought I would fall so hard for a complete and beautiful stranger. Never expected to be swept so completely by an image brought by the powers of net servers and boredom. I should be scared to death. But I'm smiling. I should know better. But I don't care to. I have no idea where this road will ( Read more... )