Man the past few days have been like an intense mission impossible, and all my friends are co-agents. It feels like I'm always on the go, always rushing from one place to another. My life feels as if I'm on some type of thrilling amusement park ride, and there's twists and turns everywhere. It's going by fast, and there's always a task that ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty tired. I got a new bass a couple days ago for jazz band, but I had to wake up at 5:30 yesterday so that I could get a ride to school from my dad. I was tired all day, then I didn't get much sleep last night. Now I'm really tired, but something is stopping me from going to bed. I think it's because of the unsatisfied emptiness I ( Read more... )

Yeah so sunday I went to holiday havoc in anaheim; skinhead rob, finch, distillers, buzzcocks, pennywise, offspring. It was good. I fucked up my wrist in the pit for finch, 'cause I'm cool, and yes, there was a pit for finch, which I started, 'cause I'm cool. So I had to leave at the start of pennywise because I had to get home, and my wrist was ( Read more... )

amazing how a really good show and one hell of a circle pit can exhilerate me to the blissful me I so love to be.

the sound of rain. awww yia you know what I'm talking about.

I wish I could be holding you in my arms... you know who.

Manic Depression. Here I am, in the depressed phase. My dad hasn't given me my medication in three days. I don't know what's going on. I don't want to bring it up to him because he should know his responsibilities if he's going to claim that I'm not "responsible" enough. Well I think that's a load of crap. My lack of motivation in school is ( Read more... )

When was the last time I cared?

God I'm so frustrated with emotion. It feels as if every time I try to do a good thing, my dad has to argue with me on the invariable factors that don't even exist. I know this isn't true though, but it's a frustrating emotion. The connection I made with my cousin, Glenn today, was truly indescribable. We've realized that we always have to ( Read more... )

I feel strange today. A way I've never felt before. It's scary kinda, but at the same time it's refreshing. It's as if for once, I've become the person I want to be. It's the strangest feeling of pure bliss that I can't even begin to describe it. People reading this may view me as someone who's in denial, but I've developed more responsibility ( Read more... )

God I hate/love weed. I just watched half-baked today after seeing it many times, but for the first time I realize how anti-weed that movie actually is in itself. Dave Chapelle is probably one of my favorite comedians and philosophers. I love the guy dearly. Not only does he get his point across entirely, but he gives it off in such a humorous ( Read more... )

I have decided to make my livejournal friends only, so that certain unwanted people won't be able to read about my private life. So if you aren't already a friend of mine, and you know me well enough to consider yourself a friend, just comment on this entry and I'll add you.