First update in a long time, and no one will read it. But anyway.

Things are a-changin'. I'm in Orlando, have been for like, the past 2 weeks almost, and I move here on Monday. Getting a place with some other dudes, right near UCF. I managed to get a transfer to the Chili's ok I'm done. Kinda sick of posting this. No point.

I had a weird idea. I'm going to post an entry that consists of nothing but the words that pop into my head as I think about myself and the world around me, and my life. Here goes ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to do. I want to try and see what happens, and wait and be there for her. I know she cares about me, even if things are turbulent now. And I care about her, and I know I at least want to see things through to make sure that she'll be alright. She says she knows, but I don't think she really understands what I mean, or how ( Read more... )

I was exactly right. To the fucking letter, I was right. AGAIN.

Well, here we go again. I don't get it. I seriously don't get it. It's like, I can attract people to me somehow, but they lose interest so fucking fast. I really hate it. We started dating about a week ago, a few days more, and I got this bad vibe from her the other night. And I know bad vibes, I can read them pretty well. So after talking to her ( Read more... )

Fuck waiting. It turns out that yes, it was exactly as we thought it would be. Everything is so fucking perfect. I can be me and not have to worry about anything, because it is me that she likes. No uphill battles of 2 years here, my friends. Of course, there will be bumps in the road down the line, but that always happens. And I feel like we won't ( Read more... )

I'm hopeful about all this. Even if everything else is falling down around my ears, maybe this will lift me up enough to be at least content with my life. We'll have to see. To be honest, I don't know what I want this to become. I mean, I know what the possibilities are, and I know that some of them are quite nice, but I don't know if that's what I ( Read more... )

AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHH. MOTHER FUCKER.

The internet is an amazing thing. Over electronic cables and invisible waves, we can subject ourselves to the bitching and moaning and disgusting behavior of other humans all around the globe. And when we feel like treating someone we don't even know like shit, we can do so, all with the relative safety of anonymity ( Read more... )

Well, I am teetering on the edge of insanity now. I might need to go out and drive soon.