come on summer!!! im ready for my tan...=D

have you ever been so indecisive when tryin to resolve certain situations in your life?  sometimes you feel that one decision is better than the other only to find out after putting too much thought into it...it might not be the best after all? or just being overly picky in the decision makin process?  i dont kno if any of you get what im trying to ( Read more... )

my regards & sympathies go out to the families who lost loved ones today in the unexplainable shooting @ Virginia Tech.  *hugs* you all are in my thoughts & prayers...

the innocent that were taken from us today...may you all rest in peace. 

ive been writing [poems] the past week to help me recoup from the hurt that has happened recently.  i think i just might reach the 400 that my ading beth was talkin about by the end of the year.  who knows.  neways ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel...

lost

and that no one cares...EVENTHO they say they do

its been a while since ive put anything in here.  duno y that is.  2nd job is consuming my time as welll as spending time w/friends that are leavin the area soon. ....so yah...thas about it....

id write more but my mother is talkin...which leaves me unable to concentrate...

ANYWAYS...

baby steps forward...

no more takin steps back

in my life

i think about 'her' from time to time...esp when im comin down from a buzz [drinkin buzz] or feelin lonely.  i miss the relationship that i had with her...*sigh*  more so...i miss her in my life

then i start thinkin about 'him' and how its been months since ive gotten a phone call or a text from him. im startin to wonder why i even care anymore... ( Read more... )

i wrote this as a blog in my myspace...

'ive been goin thro my mind about things...things that have gone on this year...things that have reoccured over and over again...repeatedly...i dont kno why or how they happened...i kno everything happens for a reason...but there comes a time where i need to draw the line...i need to work on that.  i need to ( Read more... )

if u truely and honestly cared for someone..would u wait for them?  wait to be with them?

*sigh*

relationships...crazy...

single life gets lonely...granted ive met alot of new people after everything thats gone on...i want someone for me...

eventually it'll happen...

right now..i got me to think about...

love my friends for always bein there for me...i ( Read more... )