its official...2007 is gone...its now jan 1, 2008. GOOD LAWD the year went by fast.  *sigh*  i am at home on new years...was supposed to dye my hair but im doin it tomorrow mornin w/my mom.  i was tired today...came home...hung out for a bit and laid down...got up 30 min before the ball dropped.  sall good...hopefully next year ill have someone... ( Read more... )

 i want to be wanted for me.  as an individual...as a lady...as a female all her own.  i want him/her to love me because of my sense of humor...my wittyness...my creativity...my faults...my weaknesses ( Read more... )

mayb i just need to give up on dating this year [even tho its like closin of the summer...and falls comin so i dont have THAT far left to go]...and majorly focus.  i mean MAJORLY...ive been upset with myself before...but...im just even more upset today.  i cant believe i let things get this far without handling the situation.  *sigh*  im such a ( Read more... )

something that i need to work on...SERIOUSLY...im having separation anxiety from the guy im talkin to.  i havent heard from him since the 'brief' convo we had monday.  hes goin thro stuff...upset about his car breakin down n wat not...he did tell me b4 that he tends to push people away when stuff goes back ( Read more... )

im considering putting in my 2 weeks @ my 2nd job simply because im not happy workin there nor am i happy about constantly bustin my behind.  thats what i get for goin back to fast food.  im tired of workin two jobs.  i miss my weekends...i miss doin whatever.  if i leave my 2nd job i might pick up something else to do...mayb volunteer work or my ( Read more... )

im missin the beach in the bahamas and for some reason...wantin a conch burger.  wat i wouldnt give to go back on vacation and do it right.  *sigh*  id SOAK up the sun damn it...

neways...u all have a happy 4th!!!

Jonathan Brandis...

favorite childhood actor of mine.  was in never ending story II, ladybugs, some whack movie with chuck norris called sidekicks, and a tv series called Sea Quest.  I remember when I was younger...I used to write to the fan clubs or the address that was posted in the magazines that i would BEG my mother to buy...[BOP..which i think ( Read more... )

you kno i thought that gettin away from home would do me some good.  it has...KINDA...i havent been workin...i havent seen the usual places that im used to seeing. part of me misses that...a loser right?  i mean...im not in the states....im away from home...away from certain things i wanted to get away from...partially to clear my head....but i ( Read more... )

whats up friends!!?! i leave in 11 hours in counting. 
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ever wonder if people think about you the way you think about them?  anymore i think im not so much scared as to lettin my feelings go but just cautious i guess.  ive been hurt too many times as well as lead on to believe that i was 'the one'. i there a 'one'?  my mom always says that 'you will find your soulmate'...couple times i thought i did... ( Read more... )