so today, so far, has been a horrible day ( Read more... )

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well my family left today.

i finished the 2nd season of greys anatomy
bad idea

there are times when you just want to feel loved. that show doesnt really help

the last couple weeks have sucked ( Read more... )

prom prom prom

excited excited excited

1 week left of school. fuck yeah

I hate myself sometimes.

Sometimes I cant even look at myself in the mirror.

It's disgusting.

But I can't seem to stop my self loathing.

and it just never ends.

does it?

So. I fucking hate the school. Because they keep calling my house and telling my dad im absent from school. And im not.....and it always happens to be on a black day. So im starting to think one of my teachers must be blind or something. and im almost positive is shmor ( Read more... )

Ive been pretty sick the last couple days. but I think the sleep has helped me a lot. And the meds lol.  When i get sick...i get SICK lol ( Read more... )

boys are not my forte.......

pisces

lauren,
Someone close to you, a person with whom you share much joy, nevertheless has secrets that are hidden from just about everyone. His or her lack of confidence is affecting your relationship.

not surprising really

I wanna wanna do something on sundayyyy I dont work up. Im willing to get up early. Anything at ( Read more... )

I find
that my hands are cold
numb to your touch
and as I faulter, an empty stare
is all I can manage .
A broken smile, a fake laugh
Is all I can offer.
And through all my faults
you still hold me tight
never letting go

I find
that your eyes are warm
so deep and sincere
and as you laugh, your voice so comforting
makes everything okay.
Your lasting smile, an open ( Read more... )