the sun is shining. been shining for three days now. england hasn't seen the sun for 2 months. it must be its way of telling me goodbye. yeah that must be it. no other reason or explanation really. the other day someone asked if i was from finland. maybe i should go there ( Read more... )

leaving paris. leaving the most beautiful moustaches i've ever seen. the most beautiful lips, movement, speech, children playing, buildings. funny men to make me smile. to make me laugh. to buy me drinks. to stare at from acorss the room. i haven't showered in five days and i feel beautiful. hiding beneath my big knit hat, and its the movement of a ( Read more... )

he leaned over to kiss me and i pulled away. he talked about spending time with me in dark alleys, being alone together. again, i smiled and then did that thing with my eyes. it feels empowering to decline somebody who is so attractive you can't help smiling when looking at them and thinking how did i get so lucky. he told me i was pretty and i ( Read more... )

the thing that makes me the happiest lately is writing in cursive. i used to hate it because i felt like i, as a woman, was forced to write in cursive because it is feminine. so i always wrote in block letters. no i was all wrong, cursive is so nice, especially when you go on without picking up the pen. so fun ( Read more... )

i continue the fight ( Read more... )

sick with sadness... so appropriate to be in such a grey and sad city when i feel this way. fuels the fire. haha. papers to write and no motivation. motivation to do anything but write them. motivation to go back to the towns in america that bring me happiness. these being oakland, chicago, milwaukee, newburyport ( Read more... )

and i will sail away. out to sea. oh won't you sail out to sea ( Read more... )

tangled limbs
in love. with limbs.
sheets tangling limbs.
leading to corners
leading to trees. tall
fall leaves fill the streets
with orange.
in love (with color)
and tangled limbs. torn -
even cowboys get the sores.

does anybody know ryan scheutze ( Read more... )

"What's the furthest place from here? It hasn't been my day for a couple years. What's a couple more? And if I go, don't forget the one good thing I almost did. I learned your name without words. I used my eyes, not my hands. What's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away, all limbs intact? And when I go, you'll be ( Read more... )