I guess

[frankiesapp66]

I guess it's time for an entry that actually means something. Most of you think I am pretty melodramatic so I tend to avoid writing anything in this thing that has any meaning to me, but here goes

Comments

[noahboyz]

Frankie,

You are so amazing and strong and good. You have (and are) struggling so hard to beat this addiction with more strength and courage I have seen most people put into anything. You will do this, and it sounds like Therapy is a good next step.

I love you. I am sorry that I am so absent lately, but I also know you understand. I can't wait until we have more time to talk and love on each other.

You've already changed

[leemeister]

Just by writing what you did and taking that risk, you changed one thing. I always kinda knew that I needed to go to therapy, and once I did, it felt good. One of the reasons I went was to put more of my focus on myself, and not other people. Just by starting therapy was a step in the right direction. I found a therapist that had a sliding scale. They didn't ask for my income or anything. But I appreciated that they were professionally trained and willing to see me. It turns out that my new job covered it, so I was able to finish out my time with him paying only $10 a session (check the benefits at your new job). But it's worth it, dude. I'm with you on the surgery thing, but this weekend something deep inside of you spoke out. I think it's time to listen.

[scorpionturtle]

I don't think you are melodramatic. nicotine is a drug just like any other. I think you are brave to write about this and open up. you're brave to keep trying to quit and to see a therapist. breaking down and crying dosen't mean you are weak or melodramtic, it means you are human. hugs.

[frankiesapp66]

thanks sweetie. i needed the "hug."

[geewizkid]

dont worry pop you'll figure it all out, that's why you're the greatest, cuz you dont let the shit keep you down and always rise above!

yay frankie

ps, indigo is the bomb and she loves you because you are too.

[frankiesapp66]

hey you. lets hang some time soon. we'll make you your cds or something.

[geewizkid]

yeah totally!! i'm usually free after 7, let's get together, whens good for you?

[frankiesapp66]

um...next week. any day, I think. monday, tuesday and wednesday are good. i don't really have any plans next week, i don't think. let me know.

[coldinthesun]

im proud ur really trying to quit it shows ur will is stronger than the cigarette and that's the only thing i have trouble with..........
see, you're everyone's hero already u just dont know it yet ;)