i hope he bought you roses.

i've probably never fucked up so bad ever in my life.  i lost a girlfriend.  i lost muliple friends.  i lost a bestfriend.  why?  because i am a piece of shit.

i accept i fucked up and i deserved everything.

i apoligize for everything i've done.  i'm sorry will never be enough and i know this.

i can only hope everything will eventually work out.

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everything i built up the past two weeks has crumbled.
my life is a empty void.
forget my face,
because this will be my last entry.
goodbye.

people read into things too much.
i'm not that shitty.

i'm tired of seeing everyone broadcast every little disapointment in their lives.  there is more to life then to complain about how much some stupid girl, that you probably have no chance to get with, doesn't like you or how you can't get a good grade in math class.  i'm not saying i'm completely innocent but seriously there is more to life than ( Read more... )

i feel that everything has been lifted off my shoulders, finally.
i haven't been this optimistic in a long time.

i've reached my breaking point.
i haven't slept in weeks.

i'll never find the right girl for me.

its the loneliness thats making me so depressed.

look on the bright side, i might die tomorrow.

fuck wastern.  fuck the shit that goes there.

i am looking forward to going back though.