Okay, I rarely update in this thing. No time. If I'm on the computer now a days, its for 20 minutes at least to see if I have any emails or if I need to find someone. I've been really busy with basketball. We're 7-0, so thats pretty good. It's been a tough first 2 months already, but I'm having fun with this. My knee is getting bad, but I try not ( Read more... )

So it's been a long time since I've updated. I always say that when i really do end up updating. This time it really has been a long time due to the fact that my internet has been broken for a couple of days, and when it wasn't broke, I wasn't home. I've been starting not to care if I have a message from someone special on the computer, because if ( Read more... )

okay so, I haven't really updated in quite awhile. but I've been so busy and I've just had a lot on my mind. so much that i think my hands would get tired from typing so much. I've been in basketball for almost a month and my first game is a week from yesterday. I doubt I'll even fucking start. this is so pathetic. BLAH.

anyways, yeah.

i dont ( Read more... )

Don't say 'i love you' because you have no idea what it means,

you just think it means i know you think i look hot in my abercrombie jeans.

Ohh you have no idea boy, stop treating this as a game and me as your toy.

Please don't show me that you can go on absolutely fine,

your so perfect, and i want you to be mine.

you know ive been getting ( Read more... )

Wow. this weekend, Labor Day weekend 2005 was probablly the best time of my life. I'll never forget it at all.

Friday, we all *as in we, meaning my whole group of friends from Shepherd* went to the OHS game and it was really fun... after the game, I went home because I had practice at 8 AM the next day.. so I slept, went to practice, whatever. and ( Read more... )

I've never been known to cry over a boy before. What's wrong with me? I hate boys. He's so perfect, and I'm so not. I can't stop thinking about how he doesn't care. I need a way to stop. Isn't there an easy way out of this?

Blah. I've been thinking a lot lately about some weird things.

First off, today I came home in the beginning of 7th hour because I didn't feel good at all. Great. I got Marisa & Erica's sickness. boo hoo.

Anyways, what if all of the things in life, the feelings, places, things, people and even life itself were all made as just a distraction from ( Read more... )

I GIVE UP!!!

I've been trying to fix this god damn journal since after school and it's already quarter until 5:00!! Oy. Anyways...

Yesterday was Melissa's BirthdaY! :-) && Mine is in 17 days thank you very much. September 16th, don't forget it! haha.

So the last two nights have been basketball tryouts and it was brutal. I hate running. I'm glad ( Read more... )

Okay lovies, here's your entry you want. I guess.

I haven't updated in a while because, well, I don't know.

I'm sitting here watching the VMA's and I have basketball tryouts tomorrow and its like AHH Do I want to do this? But I reallllyyy don't have a choice at all.

Tonight I went to St.Columba with Tim Mitchell and Amber and helped out Tim with ( Read more... )

August 23rd, 2005. Day two of 8th grade.

School is such a drag. Where are my late nights and 2 AM phone calls?

:-(