hmm. i did a lot of thinking tonight and I don't know why. Well, it was like a highschool basketball game, and it kind of made me think about how things are going to be diffferent next year. going to Ottawa, with like EVERYONE and it will be different from Shepherd. It's not that I don't want to go to highschool, cuz it will be great, but I'm ( Read more... )

hmm. i was thinking yesterday, and i was like " i wonder what it would be like to read every single one of my livejournals. i wonder how long it would take. " I never actually got around to reading them all, but i do plan on at least skimming them all. haha. im such a nerd. A lot has definetly happened since i started this livejournal. I can ( Read more... )

alright, so i just got home from the 7th grade girls regional game. they lost to peru. boo hoo. yeah, i totally know how they feel? i think. It's so weird knowing that their season is like, over and it seems like ours is just beginning. Once regionals hits me, I don't know what I'm going to do. We have our first Regional game either Monday or ( Read more... )

im really tired, and havent slept more than 6 1/2 hours each night.

but i guess when you love someone that much, you would wait up until 12 for them to call, even though you know that he never will.

sigh.

Okaaayyy... it's only 9:00 and its Friday night. Now don't think I'm THAT big of a loser, because I'm really not. (wink wink).. Last night I had to stay at Dip's house, because we had 6:30 AM practice, and then I went to school, then to the boys home game, and like the whole student body went bowling. It was like kind of mega queer, but oh well. ( Read more... )

alright alright, its been quite sometime since ive hardcore updated and right now, even though i want to go to bed, im in the mood for a good updating. i think. lets see how far i get.

well this past week has been alright, we got the good news that the MRI came back negative and i don't need surgery and I'm not out for basketball. the sad thing is ( Read more... )

Okay, so I just got out of the bathtub. It's 10:15, and I don't have school tomorrow. FOr all of those who don't know, I got ''hurt'' on Monday night at my game vs. St. Pats. My  knee popped and I've been getting out of school every other day and going to the doctor in spring valley. Today, I got a MRI and I find out the results tomorrow. Blah. I'm ( Read more... )

so I guess you could say last night was a little crazy?

hah.

I had basketball after school until 5:30 and then I was getting ready to go to the last ohs game with erica, and cara called me like BAWLING her eyes out and i was like eh... im coming to gettttt youuu. i guess caralyn was being mean to her or something, and she eneded up leaving nicks ( Read more... )

Okay. I'm officially in a bad mood.

not to mention my knee hurts so bad I could beat the shit out of something or someone, but yeah.

since everyone is gone, off at Larado Taft, I'm stuck here. Friday night. Well, its over now, but yeah.

So today I had basketball after school until 5:15, and then I came home until like 7:00 and didnt even shower ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just sit, stare, and wonder
What the fuck I’m doing wrong

sometimes i wonder what it is about you
that makes me try so hard.

i know im not perfect                                       
and i know im not gorgeous
so deal with it
;; because i do everyday

Sometimes even though you're having
a good time, you can't help but stop and think
about ( Read more... )