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current mood: cold
This is me alright...I just need to break. And the sad part is I just cant. I always try to act strong for everyone around me, but inside I am just dying to break down. I always feel like I just need to scream but of course I cant. People depend on me to be the strong one, to help them through their problems, so what would they do if I broke down? ( Read more... ) -
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i'm in love
he's such a wonderful wonderful boy. he's so cute. he's caring and funny. he's going to teach me how to swim. he is family owns a lake house up in michigan and he said he's gonna help me over come my fear. isn't that sweet? my friends seem to approve. we can talk for hours on end about nothing at all and be thoroughly entertained. his blue eyes ( Read more... ) -
arggh
yeaterday i did the day of silence for the rights of gay,lesbian and transgender people. i did it mostly for ben and bobby. i didn't speak at all. i thought people would be really supportive, but a few of my so called friends called it a stupid and unworthy cause. it not only hurt that they couldn't just support me or realize it was important to ( Read more... ) -
so very very bored
in yearbook. waiting for all my pictures to be scanned. they've blocked every blog site known to man except this one. odd. stressing out majorly right now. one of the items i can't really talk about. let's just say my bestest friend is having some issues that are really scaring me. i loveth him too much to lose him. then SATs are rapidly ( Read more... ) -
well...
since i have exactly one friend on here, i can say what i damn well please because i love and trust this friend even though she will probably never read it. i feel like a horrible person and i just want to dig a hole and shove my head in it. i just can't get happy anymore. yeah, i'm really good when i'm with my friends or any other distraction, ( Read more... ) -
Howdy
i'm @ my dad's currently. tomorrow i'm going to help with port-a-pit b/c cooper is making me. it's fan-bloody-tastic. amy is being her usual pleasent self. but w/e. i'm going to go. -
Bonjour Everyone
i'm megan, i'm a huge dork. ben is my personal driver. elizabeth has taught me that titty twisters give you cancer. that's all i have to say.