The night shift has afforded me much more time to think. Thinking is not always a good thing for me... I just don't know when to stop ( Read more... )

You know what I love? Really intense deep conversations with people who just "get" you. No bullshit, no jealousies, no problems of perspective... they just get it.. and they wanna talk about it ( Read more... )

I think that its one of those things. Self preservation mode... its just too hard. There is just too much there, left unsaid, unaddressed... But how do you walk away from it? What is your breaking point? When is it all just... too much ( Read more... )

I just don't know right now.

I was firm and resolute with myself. "I will write in my journal, everyday." I told myself. Considering the events of the past month... it seemed like a valid undertaking. Despite the time I spent in the car, running words and phrases through my mind, contemplating one entry after another.... I've done nothing ( Read more... )

This is not earth-shattering news. This is not explosive and new information. I am not capable of radical or revolutionary thought ( Read more... )

So, I openly admit I can be a pretty big stalker via Facebook and myspace... at this point I'm not sure if they cultivated this behavior or exacerbated it... either way... it happens almost daily ( Read more... )

Good and bad in equal parts ( Read more... )

Movies and books make life out to be a series of huge important events. Everything always leads up to a monumental decision: stay with him or leave him? take the job in Seattle? or stay unhappy in Atlanta? fight to get the kids back or keep doing drugs? and so on and so on. The main character has this moment when the decision is made and everything ( Read more... )

Last night I was cleaning out the purse I at Irish Times on Friday, and in the little black zippered pocket I found remnants of my time at Iowa. It was like a little time capsule of one day last fall. I know the exact day I put those things in that pocket and the moment I pulled them out and looked at them I remembered exactly how I was feeling ( Read more... )