I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of trying to fit in and make friends and then nothing happens. I hate being used, but for some reason I keep on allowing it to happen. I know nothing is going to come of certain things, but it still happens. I just need to get away and find a good place and good people. I need something deep right now. Some ( Read more... )

So I'm single now. I liked it at first but in the end I hate being alone. I am such a hopeless romantic and it gets me nowhere. I long for the day forsomeone to sweep me off my feet but I'm starting to beleive that will never happen. I meet guys and then I doubt myself so much that it doesn't work. I hate dating and I am terrible at it. I ( Read more... )

I just finished my presentation on COPD and am now done with clinicals! I'm sitting here listening to these people talk about the holocaust and how the jew's should've stood up for themselves. God! I can't wait to get out of this semester!

School is almost over for the summer. I can't wait to just get away for a while. A lot of shit has happened and I need to clear my head. I'm going out to Mass this summer and I can't wait! I found out yesterday at work that one of my good friends died of AIDS. He excommunicated us a while back so I didn't even get to say good bye or anything. ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here listening to pink floyd. i hardly ever do that until i'm really sad and depressed. i hate being single and i hate being in a relationship. it is a never ending circle. i just wish i could find the one so i wouldn't have to put up with all of the frogs so to speak. i would love it if someone would come and sweep me off of my ( Read more... )

I need to start updating this thing more often. Chris and I broke up. It is for the better. After I did it I felt like a huge weight has been lifted off of me. He kept on calling and bugging me for a few days after, but its all good now. I still like him as a friend and its all good. He tries to make me jealous sometimes...but that's to be ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I last posted on here. Shit has been happening. School is going well. Mom had surgery, but she's alright now. Just normal everyday shit. Chris and I haven't been getting along too well. When we're with each other we bicker a lot and we hardly show affection to each other. Since the fall we had this don't ask don' ( Read more... )

This fucking sucks...I just got done talking with my Nursing head and someone said something about me possibly cheating on a homework assignment. Someone saw me looking at someone else's homework and said something. I was checking to see if i was doing it right and I figured out what i was doing wrong and then corrected the answer but didn't ( Read more... )

This semester is about over. I can't wait to get done! I need a break from this shit. I finally got a lap top...It kinda makes me wanna do a Doogie Howser...

Two more weeks of this semester! I can't beleive it has gone by so fast. Next Monday is my last time in my Extended Care Facility. I never thought I'd like it, but I will miss it. Especially not the fatass lazy nurses, but I will miss the people who were in my group and the some of the patients. Procrastination is getting the best of me these ( Read more... )