Hearts and roses and kisses galore ( Read more... )

i wish i could actually kill myself. like really i doo. but everytime i get upset enough too do it. i shrink myself. i litterally have oconversations with myself, and figure out why i feel how i doo, and why i act the way i do. i wish i could just get it oover with. cause i can't keep doing this much longer.
God, i miss Johnnie.

When the person who has stopped you from killing yourself, kills themself, what are you supposed to do?

R.i.P.
John Kornelius Kantzas
7.28.84 - 7.28.04

it doesn't seem as important anymore.

it being everything.

i guess it's finally over. i mean, it's been over for a long time, but i finally just realized ( Read more... )

http://www.hyfntrak.com/benjelen/AFF4653/

^^ click this for me :-D

happy 18th birthday to me. thank you that is all.

okay so i'm doing this from both this LJ name, and my old name..
on the search....

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.(boobaby) April 1, 2002: i just want him ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK?

last time i got a tattoo, my mom didn't see it, i showed it to her, and it was 2 months later, i don't know how she saw this, i was wearing a fucking hoodie! mad as fuck i am. lemme tell you that. i don't know how mad she is honestly.. but shit happens right?
i'm probably gonna get cussed the fuck out....
-cali mac

it's weird. i can't find myself keeping the promise i made to myself that i would always be in love with james ( Read more... )