I'm about to go to the birthday party of the girlfriend of the boy I like.

hmmmm.....

this looks familiar doesn't it...

it legitimately hurts when I think about the fact that you'll never want me. It's so sad for me. I'm too lonely to have to deal with another unrequited love situation.

I can't even post this on tumblr because you would see it.

you're perfect. from what I can see at least. it hurts.

oh lord, deliver me.

I can't wait to get back to school, where I am surrounded by boys who don't have a hint of misogyny in them. What's great is that some are protective, others are emotionally available, and others provide me with food on a regular basis. I just need that reminder that if you look in the right places, you will find GOOD guys.

why has this happened?
for the love of god, how did this happen again.
I can't even comprehend.
I was so scared. He couldn't have actually been able to rape me but he was being so forceful. I was so scared.
Where are all the men who can treat me right.

I love you guys but I'm very sick of almost all of you. I need to get away. thank god I'm going abroad. except now I'm starting to get scared. I'm ignoring that feeling for now though. But it does make me wish I had more time in this semester. so I have some very conflicting feelings. actually I have conflicting feelings in all aspects of my life.

(the title is meant to be a joke ( Read more... )

I'm so glad I've turned into a topic of hot gossip for EVERYONE in all of my social networks now... cool.

to quote south park:
WHATEVER, WHATEVER, I DO WHAT I WANT

is it so much to ask for a boy that would want to actually get to know me? a boy that wouldn't ditch me after he found out that I woudn't fuck him?
why can't that happen?
and it's ok that boys are this way now, but... ugh... I just don't want to be old and without a companion!
a cat won't do!
I'm so dumb, I just ruin everything.

sorry, I'm drunk

you all are annoying me. this could just be pms, but I sincerely wanted to shoot you all in the face. I'm so sick of your condescending BULLSHIT. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ( Read more... )

it's happening again ( Read more... )