you know what, I actually really like myself. yes, I would be friends with me, and I am beautiful, and I deserve the best that a man has to offer me, and no, I never settle on anything.

so suck it.

Well this explains it ( Read more... )

you know, if im being completely honest here... im jealous of her. a little bit yes ( Read more... )

i miss you sometimes.
but then i read that text from jack and i remember.
what a loser you are.
you are SO emotionally stunted.
when you're ready to be a man, and talk to me like a real human being, then fb chat me or something.

my wisdom teeth hurt SO BADLY. i can't even sleep. oh my god i just want it to go awayyy.

i miss feeling safe in someone's arms ( Read more... )

BOTH OF YOU NEED TO GET OVER IT.
i know that i upset you guys for individual reasons, but one day you will realize that i don't deserve this. especially one of you needs to understand that.
i used to feel really bad, and on some level i still do. but fuck that. our friendship is above this and you better realize that soon.

i hate feeling like a fool. like the kind of fool that is socially awkard/mean/weird/easytomakefunof/unloved.
that feeling also feels very lonely.
not many understand what im saying, nor do they care.

So I'm reading this book called the House of leaves by Danielewski right now that someone suggested. I'm only a few pages in the introduction and it already has some great lines ( Read more... )

i guess i do feel a little sorry for you. mostly because you'll be like this your whole life. and thankfully, i'll be like this my whole life.