as much as i want to grow and change as a person, i hate growing apart from people ( Read more... )

maybe you didn't shine so brightly in the first place. maybe i was just disillusioned by love. maybe i made you into something that you wouldn't have been otherwise and now that i'm not around anymore you went back to old ways or have let worthless people affect you ( Read more... )

i don't know what i expected to get out of seeing you over break. i guess it was like for you to want to be friends and for us to find some middle ground for some closure ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing everyone.

so did i "win"? is that what this is ( Read more... )

i feel lonely. super lonely. it's hit me all of a sudden.
isn't this medication supposed to make me happy??
oh and i also can't eat very much. it's like my problem of never getting full has reversed itself and i can eat that much at all.
lastly, im waiting for collin to start talking to me again so i can finally get some closure.
k thanks bai.

be grateful for the ruins and the chaos, they bring change ( Read more... )

reach but don't push it away
say nice words and play
with intention
practice restraint
find out what matters
i know your heart's been broken
but martyrs never open doors
the world is yours
carry this torch
and use your voice

 What is happening to me ( Read more... )

 well so much for that. so much for friendship. you really are a piece of work, aren't you.