i feel so paper thin. already caved in. i wish more than anything that i could have a do-over. 

 remember when we held each other at night? and when we didn't, that was all we wanted to do.
remember when the song "teenage dream" described our relationship perfectly?
remember when we used to laugh like we were the only ones in the world?
remember when we used to just stare at each other for no reason?
remember when we held hands in the car? and ( Read more... )

 im so incredibly stressed right now. i hate being stressed and the fact everything just sprung up on me. i just want to go home right now. 

 so i was thinking about why this semester is different from last semester ( Read more... )

 if what i think is happening, is actually happening, it is extremely hurtful. i do not like him anymore, so the fact that you all insist that i do, make fun of me for it, and he and his friends are trying to avoid me because of it, is really mean. you all can take a load off your ego and listen to me when i say I DO NOT LIKE HIM.

don't flatter ( Read more... )

 nothing is going to happen if you don't sleep tonight.
nothing catastrophic will happen.
do not catastrophize these things.
you will be tired and may have to change your plans but that is it.
it will not matter after that.
whatever problems will arise, we will deal with then.

take a breath. 

STILL  CANNOT HANDLE REJECTION.

that in itself makes me mad.

GOD DAMN MALE ATTENTION ISSUES!

i need a puppy or a kitty to hold. 

apathy is one of the saddest things in the world ( Read more... )

 im always a little depressed on my birthday. its weird. 

 YOU'RE SO IRRITATING!
stop playing around with my head.