i can't believe i am in maine. in my bed. and it's snowing outside my window. also i can't believe i'm actually awake right now. my flight got into boston last night around 7:30 PM- an hour after it was supposed to- which is 12:30 london time. then we drove 2 hours home to maine and i had to unpack and settle myself in, which got me into bed around ( Read more... )

i'm officially done with this term. it feels nice. i had my last history tutorial and i spaced out for about 75% of it. i already got my reports this morning so it really didn't even matter. i guess i did about as well as i expected i would. i got a 68 (A-) in my plato tutorial and a 60 (B+) in greek history. i was a little surprised at the report ( Read more... )

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i just got a text from sang:

"i'm at bar risa and i wish you were here"

i seriously heartheartheartttt him. it's kiiiilllingg meee.
not supposed to fall for boy who doesn't really want a "relationship".
i look at him and everything in the world is goodwonderfulperfect.

i swear it's real.

i really, REALLY don't want to write this essay. i only read about half the suggested books and am completely unprepared to start writing. but, it's due tomorrow night so i definitely need to start today. i guess the good thing is that reports have already been completed for all the JYA's, which means the essay really doesn't count for anything. i' ( Read more... )

i'm waiting for brian and his brother to come get me before we head off to london today! wheee! my life has been so spur of the moment lately. i woke up at 12:30 (intense hangover put me back to sleep when i woke up at 10) and brian asked me if i would go to london with him and matt. why not i guess. i was planning on today being the day of ( Read more... )

i have one week left until maaaaaiiiinnneeee. surprisingly, i'm not as excited as i thought i would be. i'm actually a little sad to leave, which i didn't think would be even be possible for me, the most homesick-prone person in the entire universe. the past few weeks here have been amazing- everything seems like it's falling into place so ( Read more... )

i feel almost guilty writing this as he's sleeping about a foot away, but i have nothing else to do and i'm so not sleepy ( Read more... )

i am so relaxed. hot chocolate, warm room, sweatpants & a teeshirt. life could not be better, that is unless neighbor boy was here instead of some silly golf tournament in wales. i have been somewhat productive today (in comparison to most saturdays, i suppose) and went to the sackler to return books and get a few new ones for my big term paper due ( Read more... )

i just paid my credit card bill. $500. cringe. thinking about all the other things i could have bought with that money makes me want to vomit. what do i REALLY need? let's see: like 4 new pairs of slacks, a winter jacket, winter boots, hmm, food perhaps. but now i have a nice pair of D&G specs. PRIORITIZE YOUR LIFE CHRISTIE. SERIOUSLY. alkdgjal; ( Read more... )