The endless idea that we can learn from our mistakes holds true in this case. Shall we break it down piece by piece or just run through it quick like it did ( Read more... )

First after years of the same look I decided to change it up. I've had that same original look since I started the journal so no time like the present to change it up ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to have second thoughts now? This early in the stage of life. I figured it would be an easy thing move and leap forward. Sometimes I feel like maybe I'm making the wrong decision ( Read more... )

I've accepted the reality of the entire Eli situation and moved on. Yet it's like a bad dream every once in awhile I still have those memory's. I had no control over the whole disaster really it was failed experiment from the start. My heart was broken over the entire episode can I say I've entirely moved on? Yes. Again it still there. I blocked ( Read more... )

I took the chance and meet this amazing Girl named Angela. She's fucking perfect. We share a lot in common and are views are roughly the same which is a plus. We've been talking for a few days now, she's been a fresh breath of air for real this time.

Just had to get it off my chest.

After the cluster fuck, I feel a senses of relief. Yet still the hole remains I'll get over this soon it will just take time. Once I go back to work my mind will be busy and I can turn my focus back on my self. I was thinking damn it I wasted nearly $400 on that trip to NH ( Read more... )

So after everything and no thanks to a "Friend". Everything that I knew was true was true about Eli ( Read more... )

These last few days, Been doing a lot of thinking. I've found my self liking Eli more and more and yet I don't think he feels the same which really at this point just means it's time to move on and hopefully I can find the perfect match. I can only wait so long before it's not worth it any more. I mean it's worth it but I cant believe forever he ( Read more... )

Leaving to go to Manchester, I was nervous as hell. I believe the impression I made was good but only time can tell ( Read more... )

First I cant believe I missed an Entire year here lucky for me I have entry's else where to make up for this misplacement ( Read more... )