yea.no 1 writes in these ne more..but guess wat im guna any ways
so brandon asked me today if he could stay in maryland till the end up the year. which changes EVERYTHING we had planned. and i dont wanna wait but i have to because i love him...wat should i do....HELLLLLLLLP!!!!

wow. i really havent written at all in like 10 years. well..all summeri was depressed over brandon and then i got better cuz i spent the second half of summer down river. then i came bak for school and i was sad again. then me and him got bak to gether after 3 LONG months of bein broken up. so yea thats right bitches, hes mine again lol ( Read more... )

well...im not goin to see brandon ne more...he said it would be too hard for him. and that if he sees me he'll end up comin bak to michigan and he cant cuz of his warrent. and it sux like hell cuz i miss him more than anything. im lost with out him and my heart hurts. i hate him for it but i cant be selfish. i love him to death....but thats all i ( Read more... )

hey, well in 10 days i get to see brandon. im startin to think that he is scared, just as much as i am. and theres nothing i can do. i just miss him like crazy. im guna do my best to look B-E-A-U-T-FUL! wen i go see him. hopefully he'l reolize wat a great thing we had and take me bak. im just really confused by him but i love him with all my heart ( Read more... )

hey! well in 28 days im goin to visit brandon in maryland! im soooo fuckin nervous that hes guna have lost all his feelings for me while im on my knees beggin for im bak. i fuckin love him to death and hes out partying all nite. im guna go there and he's just guna look at me like ne other normal person and it scares me to death. i maybe have talked ( Read more... )

hey, well things are ok right now. me and brandon still arent bak together or ne thing. but im goin to see him the 5th and we're goin to maybe talk about things then. i really want us to work but i have to be able to trust him and i dont know if i can. but drivers training ends tomarrow and i get my permit bitch!!!! mwahhahah! umm yea well my ( Read more... )

hey, well...

lets see summers been ok so far. drivers training every day and same ol crap. been hangin out with heather a lot. umm saturday i stayed at my cuzins house and we went to the downriver cruiz. then saturday i stayed at heather and haileys crying to them all nite over brandons ass. i dont no wats wrong with us. too confusing! but ummm i ( Read more... )

WELLL HELLLLOOO!

yea i know its been way too damn long sence i wrote in hear. kill me why dont you bitch. mm..neways, schools out and i started drivers training. i havent really done ne thing this summer yet. last day of school i was in the hospitol and sence im not exacly allowed to do ne thing. so yea. boring. mine and brandons relationship is ( Read more... )

hey im in child develpment right now. im bored. hummm well this weekend i baby sit and then on saturday i get to go summer cloths shopping which excities me! then sunday i get to go down river for mothers day and my cousins bday!!!
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BRITTNEY!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

umm thats all good day

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First Best Friend: racheal
First break-up: tony
First screen name: smileychick
First self purchased album: tlc or mariah carey
First funeral: umm some uncle
First pets: either tiffany (dog) or goldy -odvious
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First true love: Brandon Marcel St.Germain
First enemy: falicia

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Last kiss: my step mom
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