So my love and I are having problems. because of me, and because of my past, and because of the horrible person I used to be. I want to prove to him I've changed, and I want to show him what's really going on in my head. So I started a journal, it's a pretty green one with a big black and silver heart on it. I'm carrying it around to all of my ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I guess I'm writing in this thing again.. on Wes' request. Personally I'd rather delete everything about this journal and never again look back to what I wrote. I want to leave all the boys I mentioned on this journal behind [Except Wes], because they no longer matter to me. I used to be a liar and a horrid person. I still lie occasionally ( Read more... )

So like.. Wes and I have been having a hard time lately.. but I don't feel like going into too much detail. We worked things out, but we're still kind of touchy about the situation. I don't know, we're just really delicate at this point. I hope everything works out though, because he makes me feel so amazing when we aren't fighting, or when we're ( Read more... )

Friday - Classes were lame, but everyone was real relaxed which helped. Like, my teachers weren't pressurey at all about me missing school Wednesday. Bryant was actually really sweet about it, and was sympathetic and is going to let me make up my quiz on tuesday. I heart him so much, he's an uber cool teacher and really outgoing. The subject he ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm so stressed out. I got new classes today.. they aren't bad. I'm def. not excited about speech, but I am about psychology. my teacher is awesome too. woo. tomorrow is going to be an easy day, but if I feel the same way I did today.. it'll be twice as hard. I'm also stressed about stuff with Wes.. so I'm like.. double bitch now. YAY FOR ( Read more... )

I don't know if I updated .. or what I updated. So I'll say the other day I hung with Jess, Devyn, Erica, and Jenna. It was fun. We played games and watched movies. Devyn's mom is pretty much kickass. I had fun. Devyn got me little heart picture frames so I could put my Wesley/Mel pics in it.

Today.. I saw Hostle. Wesley's going to see it tonight ( Read more... )

oh my god, why did britt leave right when I need her ( Read more... )

Happy New Year !

Anyone have some interesting resolutions? Comment <3 I'd like to know.

I have some as well, but only one is interesting. Shh, it's a secret though.

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I went to Gauri's party last night with Jess. I had to pick her up at Devyn's. Both of us are really sick right now, so the whole time we were just kinda like.. "ugh" but I went out of selflessness and to make her happy. It was actually pretty fun. We limbo'd and played Twister. It was a hawaiian theme so I had a flower in my hair and a lei around ( Read more... )