my night  has turned to crap. someone smashed my beautiful bong. and someone just smashed our kitchen door that we use for beerpong into a million pieces. some random freaking dude that's fucked up out of his mind just put us out like $300. i'm so annoyed.

it's raining. a lot.

i can't go to class.

i'm pathetic.

i can't even convince a nerdy, red-headed, piece of crap boy to like me.

i should probably find concern in something other than boys.

how you spend new years is how you're going to spend the rest of the year, right? i spent it sick to my stomach but completely drunk anyway because i was overwhelmed by all the crazy foreigners surrounding me. people were staring at me from a foot away constantly, and some were coming up to me to kiss my neck or take of picture of me and my black ( Read more... )

 congrats to me:

1. I got into the Rome education abroad program for next year.
2. I found a boy who I like who actually likes me too.

just was onstage watching say anything and hellogoodbye and it was SUCH a good time.

except for i think the guitar techie is in love with me at this point.

 #1 on my Christmas wish list:

a boyfriend in time for the holiday

i'm having  a lot of trouble being in SB right now. this week has been 90% depressing, and it makes me very worried about the weeks to come ( Read more... )

frreeeeeaaakkkkk

i'm never still drunk in the morning. and rarely am i hungover.
however, this morning, the FIRST day of school, i still feel drunk and am stumbling around and i feel like crap and i barely slept. and my first class starts in half hour.

seriously i keep running into walls and dropping stuff.
i hope i can make it through today.

i just watched the new Halloween remake by rob zombie. it scared the crap out of me and i literally feel like i could throw up any second. my heart was beating the entire time and i felt like crying during the middle of the movie cause i was like PLEASE CAN PEOPLE JUST STOP DYING??