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[freaking_a]

I really hate the way I am sometimes. I'm sensitive. Why have I been randomly crying all afternoon and night?

because I don't want to be a bitch. I'm not one. I don't want people I don't even know to think I am.
                                       .....I'm sorry.....

on a different note, from a long time ago, i had the best ball date a girl

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[perfectinpink1]

i know that feeling. im not a bitch either. just ask legs i've been struggling with that all year long...you're not alone and it's okay not to be a bitch.

[toxic_peace]

aww you posted the picture:) you looked so amazing, and i'm so jealous that you had a spectacular prom date. cuz honestly... who could beat evan? congrats on beauty school, i'll definately talk to you when i get back!

[freaking_a]

yes mike definitely. i'm bored too often.

that cookie-ing never took place. maybe it should...

[awesomeblossom9]

rachie what or who ever made you think you are a bitch?
that's just ludicrous.
stop being so emo, finish beauty school, and then come live in moraga.

[eatxthis]

You know, dont ever hate the way that you are.
but i cant fix anything thats been a problem for you.

Anyway, we need to hang out again. Next time i wont be so...say, out of it?

And I would like to apoligize for Drew. Especially for him hitting on you haha. I hate having ghetto "friends" who wont leave.

nice dress by the way, and nice date. I coulda been better though.

[freaking_a]

yeah.... when drew was like oh i'll take you on a date, all i could do was laugh. that was mean. and i kind of feel bad. but not bad enough to actually go on one with him... i don't really think he's my type.

and yes, let's do something cause i need some excitement and some friends who want to spend time with me.

and yes, you're awful at coming for haircuts. come this week, like weds or thurs. if you still want. or just come to my house. i dont even care.

and oh hey, was my yearbook entry "personal" enough for you....?

[eatxthis]

ah rachel, sorry i never replied to this, i dont check lj much.

Lets still do something! I never do anything except go to borders and read. I feel like running around wildly. We'll do something crazy.

I will still come in for a haircut eventually.....next week?!?

Im pretty sure it was personal enough, especially the part about you being mildly in love with me.