eeee good afternoon everyone uhh lets see.... ok well yesterday i hung out with my fav girl in the world ashley!!! i love ehr to death i had alot of fun i dind twant her to ever leave but she had too i want her to come back ok well im very upset casue we didnt go to san anotnio today like planned cause my dad had to work they said we are going ( Read more... )

you what i just thought about an dthis is werid comming out of me but maybe if like i start being a god perosn maybe sometihng good wil happen for me ee idk i shoudl go to church ee i rell ymigh ttry this out

so many thoughts so much to do will it ever end i really hope so...

i really dont feel good right now emoitnally i just want to cry all the stress from school and now just everyone is really bothering me and i cant take it no more i dont want to go to school i dont wan tot see all those kids i want to go to a difernt school like really badly but i know i cant ughhh i hate school adn im going ot hate high school i ( Read more... )

ughh so idk today i feel weird i think it has to do with ashley like last night idk but i felt something differnt in her she wasnt the normal cute sweetheart ugh idk how to explain but it was weird i felt like seh didnt give a shit about me like she just wanted to watch her tv and shut me the fuck up i felt like she didnt care like she was goingot ( Read more... )

ughh i feel like somethings wrong why didnt ashley call me at all and idk i understand that she wouldnt want to tlak in front of her parents but still you know i was worried sick i almost threw up i scared something had happened to her so i finally called her moms cell and she was alive i was so happy!! but i barly talked to her idk i just feel ( Read more... )

ughhh im not feeling good im not sick just emoitnally im not feeling good gah but i was really looking forward to seeing ashley today idk but i was i went to sleep waiting to wake up so i could see her and i woke up excited so i would see ehr and then it turns out im not going to cause her mom said no and im not suprised by it i guess well shes ( Read more... )

ok well yeah yesterday was warped awesome had fun met armor hugged them all missed paramore but its ok saw underoath loved it afi crazzzzy the academy is great motion city soundtrack good and cool sensesfail only saw 2 songs but oh well get shirts and pics good enough for me oh and ben lets just say was fucking hot and sweet

im sorry ashley but what do you want me to do i want to see you but i cant its not my fault

so anyways ive been hangout alot with saul and valerie becasue ashley cant angout with me i feel so bad i wish there was something i can do. oh but one good note off this is that me and val are becomming more closer as friends like idk shes starting to talk to me i guess and saul is becomming more comfortable which is great im very glad haha gah i ( Read more... )