ughhh im so bored ashleys going to come over later but i dont have my game cube but my said she will go get it when seh takes my bro to work ughh yesterday went well saul i guess it wasa little strange at times but oh well i kicked his ass at mario cart haha it was awesome i was sure he was probly goingo to beat me but nope i beat him good haha but ( Read more... )

ok well today is thursday obviously and yeah sauls comming over alter to play vidoe games and my ashley is playing ehr gun game i think its cute shes getting into that game haha well yeah im listeningot blindside ive been lstening ot them alot lately i want to talk to someone but ashleys playing and sauls isnt comming till like 3 or 4 and im home ( Read more... )

whenever i came back from vals house idk but ive been feeling really fucking good idk really what it is idk but saul has been helping me alot with stupid shit i love that boy hes like one of my bestfriends im goginot hangout with him tomorrow in fact so yeah i tihnk i want to be like the red hot chili peppers like doing the opposite of what in the ( Read more... )

im at valeries house right now thy are all asleep and im making cinamon rolls for them ashlry was being a mean bean so i ran away from her and now seh upstairs and she went after me but she stayed i was really mad at her.. well now im home and im talkingot val idk where anyone else is right now saul hasnt been on we need to do our story for the ( Read more... )

so meand saul have been writing really stupid and random stories its fun so here is our first one its called ( Read more... )

so yeah tomorrow we go to valeries house its going to be weird with all those other people but hopefully it will be ok ill have my ashley ugh idk i feel good but i feel like somethings weird i guess casue im so use to feeling don its strange for me to feel happy gah lifes full of everytihing im talkignto ash and saul right now i guess thats fun it ( Read more... )

ehhh i was really feeling good but hten i got really fucking annoyed for no reason really my moms annoying i guess hmmm i hate being like this eeee and now i dont know what im going to wear now and ashley isnt on so i cant ask her hmm oh well ill find something hmm but where did she go oh well nice my mom spilled freaking orange juice like onthe ( Read more... )

im feeling really good today like im happy but idk i read shit and idk it brings back shit o gpt over a;ready but oh well i need someone to listen too im kinda bored

for some reason i been feeling down lately ive been having weird dreams and stuff and i im always nervous now i dont want to have to depend on my pills to feel better ugh idk theres no reason for me to be this way i should just look on the bright side and stay postive like saul always tells me you know thats what i am going to go do i might see ( Read more... )

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