It is super scary being an unemployed university student, I don't know what to do with myself most of the time. I should be studying, but instead i think about how i should be studying. Nothing ever happens, I just want to go for a walk. I think i have a brain tumor, im getting behind in everything, i just wrote a test and got 55 percent and didnt ( Read more... )

so, pretty drunk, but not as drunk as an hour ago, when the whole lap top was spinning. :S, kay. well, i havent been talking on her for a while. so, its finialized, pretty much, im not going to Germany, i'm going to Toronot and Ontario to visit some family. :) YeY! and, I just got my hair done again, that cost 135$ without tips and whatever, so it ( Read more... )

7:56 AM,,,,, phone rings. I lay in bed subconsciously awake, praying the ringing is just part of a dream. So much for my prayers, they're never answered anyways. Kaylyn screams my name, I knew exactly who was calling due to the early awakening (Safeway, who else?!?). She calls me 2 more times, she's not giving up until she talks to me in person. I ( Read more... )

Okay its Wednesday morning and it is V day. My decision is.... I will not being going to Germany because; I've already been there ( Read more... )

So the streak to my quick fixes continue..except tonight there wern't any scratch and win tickets involved. I work up brigt and early (730) because everyone in my house was up for school/work.. :( Oh well atleast I got a bright, fresh start to the morning after a blizzard. It was actually awesome.. I had a shower.. then thought a lot about wheather ( Read more... )

So tonight it seemed to me that I was having a mid mid life crisis. regarding my freedom. I cannot be in control of myself right now, it just isnt working. I can't waste my money right now, i still need to pay for my lap top and save for school next year seeing as i wont be working often at all during school... because, yea, I already learnt that ( Read more... )

Hello life, you suck most of the time ( Read more... )

This is very strange looking back at my past. I wish I had been a better person, I was locked inside of this skin and the only way out was to grow out of it.

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