In November of 2005 I wrote this haiku about my ex as she was flying home after staying with me after we met at burning man.

the girl has gone home
closeness no distance can change
tears fell as she left

Now, 2.33 years later, here is the end-of-chapter haiku.

difficult but good
love blooms slowly in the man
regretful timing

I keep having this nightmare where Erika never comes back from her trip ( Read more... )

Its unfair that she blames me for holding her back.

I wanted to see the shuttle launch with her. I'm really sad about that one.

We had plans for April 20. I wish we hadn't needed plans.

I'm hurting.

I was sitting in my car, having just pulled into my parking spot. I was listening to some jazz poet NPR was talking about when these two young guys walked down the sidewalk in front of the cars. When they passed my car, the one nearest me, the one with a shaved head and iPod earbuds, spat on the ground square in front of my car.

What’s the ( Read more... )

Hey, read this http://blog.wilderspace.com/ not this.

Whenever I hear "Don't You Forget About Me" by Simple Minds I get depressed. It reminds me of Jennifer.

My god. I own a Mercedes.

For those of you not in the know, I am now here:
http://blog.wilderspace.com/

I just finished watching the Office (UK version)

I'm left depressed. With that funny urge to run around and do something. To find something new. To find new people.

I'm left wanting to make people feel things. To do something that might touch them the way the Office touched me.

I feel like there is something I have to do, now, otherwise I will ( Read more... )

Men and women are physiologically different... and not just in the fun bits!

His Brain, Her Brain an article at the Scientific American website.