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Ahhh!
Haven't been on here in a while. Should take the time to post more often, but I always feel depressed when I come on here for some reason. My counselor wants me to keep a journal of my feelings, but I always feel depressed when I try to write about them. Then when I read it I feel like a whiny bitch. Woe is me, oh boo hoo hoo, bullshit. Feeling ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
Feeling so much rage towards so many people as of late. It never ceases to amaze me the way people are. People can be users and ingrates. Well at least the ones in my family. The only time people can manage to call me is when they want something. When they don't get it then they get pissed. Then they use the old saying "Well since you blah blah ( Read more... ) -
Sadness
I feel so sad right now. I am so afraid that there are things going on that I don't know about, and feel as if when they do I will be the one to be hurt. I feel as if any trust I have in my husband is just going to be broken. I have so much that I am worrying about with our relationship, and I feel that I may be worrying for nothing, but am to ( Read more... ) -
Blah!
So the last two days I feel have been shit for me. I have so much pent up anger and frustrations that I want to scream. Hmmm where to start ( Read more... ) -
Grrr....
I have had a lot on my mind this week. Mostly ideas for my history research paper for college. I decided to try to do it on the civil rights movement. I hope that I can. I think it would be fun. I just hope it will be a good one. I know Darius will proofread it for me so that will be awesome. He is so good at it ( Read more... ) -
Things in my mind
Today has been a heck of a day, but I am focused on a couple of things as of late. One is school, the other is marriage ( Read more... ) -
People
I have been feeling quite angry for the last couple of days. It seems like more and more I am really getting sick and tired of the people around me. It's not even Darius or Mally, but the rest of my family. Family. The dictionary lists the meaning of family as: -noun ( Read more... ) -
Life...
Eh where to start. Well finished this semester of college finally. I could use the much needed break to catch up on things I feel I have let go. I wish I had more time to relax and just spend time with Darius and Mally. It seems as if we are always running and doing things not just for ourselves but others as well. I think I just need to take a ( Read more... )