ok, so hopefully i live to be more than 60, so this isnt REALLY a midlife crisis.. but i think i might actually be growing up..

heres some actual, like, non-shallow, thoughts from the brain of freakyjen. they come very few and far between, so take notice ;)

put behind a cut because jamie is bitching about how long it is..

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ok, so when i came to work for my dad a few years ago, i computerized his business. like, brought him out of the 1800s... literally ( Read more... )

so, its weird how life has its own plans for you ( Read more... )

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a high school teacher of mine, and later a good friend, once told me 'no good deed goes unpunished'.

i'm totally beginning to understand the meaning behind this.

so my dad got through his surgery today fine.. had the port for chemo put in ( Read more... )

so.. this is my last week of being a high school teacher. most likely, ever ( Read more... )

he wasn't replaced. i'm poly. i can love many people. just sometimes there reaches a point where two people just can't get along any more. it hurts me to see where we went from to this. a lot. but it doesnt change the fact that we simply don't get along.. and i just dont like myself when i'm around him. we seem to bring out the worst in each other ( Read more... )

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