Well its been a long ass time since I wrote in here but heres an update. I have recently gotten back in touch with my Suga. I love her so much it kills me. I called her and we talked even tho i had strep throat and NO voice whatsoever, but to talk to my baby it was definetely worth it. She didnt care tho, she was happy to just talk to me to hear me ( Read more... )

Well since Thursday things have been ok. Johnny has been gettin up early when me and abby get up so thats been nice. I am getting to spend more time with him and abigail. Abigail is getting so huge its unreal. She got new sandals today shes so cute in em. She has other ones but they are now too small for her shes growing so fast I can't believe it ( Read more... )

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THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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Today was such a fun day and quite eventful. Abigail was so funny today I looked at her one minute and she was lookin around and then I look at her another minute and she has her foot in her mouth. It was so cute! Johnny and me have been going through a lot of Abigails 0-3 Month outfits because she has grown out of a lot of them and its just taking ( Read more... )

Today I was a busy girl. I got a lot done. I did some major dusting and wiping and oi my hands r tired and I am tired but I am wide awake too. Its kinda crazy. Johnny and me are doing great we are getting along perty well and its nice. Abigail was very good today she didnt cause me any trouble at all how nice! I am currently downloading music and ( Read more... )

Well shit I fergot to say something on here and whoever is offended by this oh well. For once in my life I am realizing that I am always trying to make everyone else happy and making sure that its about them, but dammit its my turn! If people dont like how I am then of fuckin well, shit what you see is what you get and dammit thats it! I am so sick ( Read more... )

Well today was a fun day filled with quite a eventful list of things that were done. Oh where to begin, First we got up to take care of Abigail around 8:30am and she was in a rather good mood too which was nice. She isnt too hard to get to eat her cereal in the morning its nice. We did some shopping for Abigial to get a carrier to make it easier to ( Read more... )

Well today was a lot of fun because we spent Easter with Family and such. JOhns Grandma and Grandpa finaly saw our daughter and may I add 4 1/2 months late! Its their and u know wut I dont care. Me and Johnny are happy parents and thats all that matters. Aunt Becky got Abigail a Easter Book and a Sippy Cup from Disney World for when she gets older ( Read more... )

Well last night was a fun night for me and Johnny we bought 2 movies and had snacks to munch on and just cuddled. We got to go visit his grandparents whom we havent seen in a while so it was a nice visit. I love his family a lot they are fun to be around with and to talk to. Its nice. I write in here everyday and its a nice way for me to get my ( Read more... )