Does my life end because his did?

Happy birthday.

Best wishes,

M

I had no regrets till I met you.

Now, my regrets could kill me.

I don't want to be anybody. Is is worth the hopelessness?

Is it possible to feel productive, yet empty?

Is it possible to go through life with a bunch of disparate boxed up behaviours?

To never feel like a person again?

To not feel like... you.

No one dies in fairy tales. No one, much less a young person.

Death is frightening and cruel.

I still cannot face death. Nor the pain it brings. The pain which strangles my heart, starving it of love.

I may never walk away the shadows in my life.

M

Sometimes, only sometimes now. I miss my ray of light.

M

Are dark.
Are difficult to make through.
Are filled with bad thoughts.
Floods my mind with memories.
Are scary.
Makes me feel alone.
Lead to another day of fighting to stay alive.

I miss myself.

I like kaleidoscopika's earrings.

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