so...i'm sitting here eating my second cup filled with crushed ice cubes. it's honestly SO freaking hott outside. the temperature has been between 88 and 92 degrees for the past four or so days. it's crazy. oh, and to top it off, the air conditioning in my house broke a few days ago as well. i really don't feel like updating, but what the heck else ( Read more... )

the first few days of summer have been incredibly busy. that's exactly why i haven't written. and, go figure, i've been filled with incredible highs and lows already. the lows have been basically due to the fact that people love to take advantage of my genuine personality. people feed off of the nice things that i try to do. it honestly really ( Read more... )

i'm grounded today. somehow i knew i would be on the ride home last night. i could have used the arguement that i had worked three days in a row, and at least i'm not your typical, lazy teenager. my parents really don't seem to care about stuff like that though. i stopped by yet another graduation party after work. it was my brother's girlfriend's ( Read more... )

i realized that today was the definition of the happy kind of sad...the kind of feeling that you get when a smile is wiped across your face, but you feel like crying angry tears all at the same time. i woke up at one o'clock, showered, and got ready for the kind of day that no one wants to wake up to. mommy made me banana pancakes, because she ( Read more... )

summer has caught my heart. sure, i still have one last day of taking finals and turning in worn text books, but the next three months are so close that i can taste them. they've got me cuffed to their endless cell of possibility, and i'm almost bursting with enough energy to experience each one. summer is hearing the jingle of the ice cream man's ( Read more... )