so this is my first entry in well...a very long time haha. Anyways things are going alright right now, kinda stressed about money and such. there is one thing thats totally awsome in my life and thats my boyfriend, I am so happy with him I can't even describe how good he makes me feel. I can't remember the last time i felt do happy and so secure in ( Read more... )

WOW.....It's 10:00am and I've had all of 7 hours of sleep in the last 2 days, you'd think i'd be really tired but for some reason I can't sleep. Anyways......Tyler and Colleen are asleep downstairs. What can I say about my hilarious night?..........I stayed up all night drinking and talking with Tyler then wondered out at 6:00am to get some ( Read more... )

I'm working another 8 and a half hour shift today 1:30 - 10:00, I don't like them but I like the money. Yesterday i got to learn how to make character cakes it was cool I made spiderman, barbie and whinnie the pooh it was fun, it's pretty sad when the most exciting thing in my life right now is making character cakes at work ( Read more... )

Colleen, Sara and Ivan's driving lessions. Dan What does this botton do? haha anyways last night was pretty hillarious, I'm actually not that bad of a driver and it's really fun.

here i am back at the begining, just trying to get through each day.

I wish things could be easier. I want more than anything to have him back the way he was when I first met him but so much has happend since then, so much that I wish could be taken back but I don't think things could ever be how they once were.

Nobody really understands the pain I go through each day trying to forget about what he did to me. I try to pretend that i'm okay and that i'm over it but I don't think I'll ever really be over it. I try so hard to be strong so no one knows how i really feel inside but sometimes It's just to hard. I still cry everyday, and I try to figure out what ( Read more... )

why does he call me? Doesn't he get it I DONT WANT TO TALK TO HIM.

You gotta be out there ( Read more... )

I did something really stupid yesterday and i dont even know why. I totally blew up at my best friend for no reason, well at the time i thought I had a good reason but when i thought about it I felt really stupid, I don't know why I let it bother me so much (her new friendship with, you know) I should really just be happy that she's happy. I asked ( Read more... )