I'm at the library right now waiting for my friends to get out of school so we can go to a movie. I met a boy yesterday his name is Evan, He's hot and really nice we're going to hang out sometime soon, he told me to call him on valentines day so hopefully we'll hang out then. I still have almost an hour to wait for my friends to get out of school ( Read more... )

I really don't know how i let it get this far, I blame myself for not ending it sooner.I know i've said it many times before but it's over, for real this time. I hate him for what he's done to me.

He drowns in his dreams ( Read more... )

Things are okay right now im excited about getting my first pay cheque tomorrow, so that is good. thats about the only part of my life thats good right now, I'v pretty much lost my relationship with my mom who i thought was the most inportant person in my life and I have no idea how to get it back or if i can even get it back and the worst part is ( Read more... )

I'm in a very okward and uncomfortable situation and I want to go home ( Read more... )

I got a job at save on foods working in the bakery with my cousin so Im really excited, And i start off at 8.65 an hour so thats way better than my stupid 6.00 at Hallmark. I start some time this week but im not sure when yet.

So my boyfriend moved into his new place yesterday, It was weird turning around in bed and not having him on the other side, After having him live with me for a month i kind of got used to the feeling. But oh well I also injoy having my bed back to myself again.

Today I had a smashing day at the races. Colonel Masterson was wearing the most fetching blazer I have ever seen, a flattering royal blue with gold thread. He brought his delightful wife, Sissy along and we sat under the willows in the heat of the midafternoon sun. In the distance I could make out the road that lead to Chester, and I remembered ( Read more... )

When i'm not sleeping i'm crying.....I wish i could just sleep forever.

so this is my first entry since like april. Everything is so fucked up right now, I feel like I'm a 12 year old stuck in a custody battle between my mom and dad. I'm 17 and my mom treats me like a kid she is completly unreasonable and totally impossible to talk to, she put a 10:00 curfew on me and She still thretens ro ground me she doesn't ( Read more... )