In my time, Nightmares walked amongst us; Walked and danced, skewering victims in plain sight, laying their fears and worst desires out for everyone to see. It used to make us laugh. And now, Nightmares are trapped inside the heads of humans. Pitiful echoes of themselves. I wonder whomthey angered so to merrit such a fate ( Read more... )

I am learning how much emotions this shell...Fred...had invested in keeping a journal of her activities.

When Fred's brain collapsed, electrical waves transfered to my brain. I know some of the things that she knew...her memories...her wishes...her dreams.

I am confused of my place in this world.

I must find a way to exisit.

This will do.

I've done it...I've finally done it. I went and kissed Wesley ( Read more... )

//Firewall to everyone but Spike//
I'm sorry Spike. I didn't mean to abuse your trust in me. Dawn was hurting so badly when she thought you were gone forever.

I deeply value your friendship, and I understand if you never want to speak to me ever again.
//End firewall//

I sit here wondering if I should just give up and go home for the night. I am frustrated beyond words and yet sad at the same time. Things aren't going as well as I expected. I haven't seen nor heard anything from Wesley in days now. He must be really busy, which is understandable in our line of work. And I find myself wondering if he ever got my ( Read more... )

Well, I think I might end up calling it a night as soon as I'm done here. Everything's been kinda topsy turvey...but in a good way ( Read more... )

//Firewall to everyone but Wesley//

Wesley, I've got a question for you... here it goes...
Do you have any openings in your department for a secretary, or research assistant or something like that?

Just wondering...
//end firewall//

Well, last night was certainly unexpected. Walking nto the lab and finding a perfect stranger going through all my research, and knew more about me than I was comfortable with. But I guess that was a small price to pay after everything that did happen last night ( Read more... )

She's gone.

She's gone and I don't know how I should feel about that.