i am losing cabin pressure.

So I'm on my way to the office a day or two ago, and while going Westbound on the 10 freeway towards Santa Monica, the semi in front of me notices the lane closure ahead too late and slams on his brakes. His tires skid out and smoke, but since I'm a pretty sensible driver (after all the miles I logged last year in a truck I learned a thing or two) ( Read more... )

The new Modest Mouse is good-- I don't care how over the top some of Isaac Brock's anti-melodic ranting maybe, or how poppy the songs may sound ( Read more... )

i want to absorb every bullet about to be put in someone's kid overseas, no matter what their nationality. I want to sell my car and and quit my job, and find someone willing to pay me just for making the snide and borderline asshole-ish comments I make on a daily basis. I want to write more often and find people who find my words impactful and ( Read more... )

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I'm sick of this life, I'm sick of this annoyingly consistent struggle, of my stupid goals, of the ending world, of my ineffectual role in the lives of those around me. I'm sick of feeling like I'm running uphill...there's too many people watching with their arms folded expectantly and it's beginning to rain ( Read more... )

Yeah-- i'm suddenly painfully aware of how few of the people that actually mean something to me read this thing ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a crazy couple of months, and I'm still here. That's something ( Read more... )

The seattle army job has been really rough-- 15 hour days, terrible cold, and just not too much going on in my life to be exceptionally happy about ( Read more... )

My seven or so days home were decent-- Andy and I decided to give our best shot at going on a bender ( Read more... )